Time stood still

Time stood still.  I did not want to mentally move forward to face my reality.  Even though I knew that, eventually, the odds were that I would again face those words.  I wanted to delay the message for a day distant in the future.  I just have too much I wanted to do before I die.  But my wishing would not my change reality.  My breast cancer had returned to challenge my body again.  

May 10, 2005 was the day my personal war against breast cancer began (BC-War I).  I was a champion fighter!  I beat it down!!!  

BC-War I - Battle Highlights include:
    •    eight rounds of chemotherapy (lost my hair)
    •    mastectomy
    •    twenty-five radiation treatments
    •    staph infection
    •    wound vac for thirty days
    •    frozen shoulder
    •    year of physical therapy
    •    reconstructive surgery
    •    (seven surgeries total)

So when, on June 29, 2012, my oncologist called to tell me that the pathology report said that there were metastatic breast cancer tumors in my lungs and bone and that there was NO cure, it was game on for BC-WAR II.

During BC-War I, I learned a lot!  I expect the same to be true during BC-War II.  My blog is a vehicle for me to share what I discover.  It won’t be boring!  Most of all, I hope it will be an encouragement to live life large even when fighting cancer.   

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Comments

PB has it going on

Love your attitude, Patricia! Thanks for being the inspiration that you are.

Open Book

Sometimes when you meet a person, it takes awhile to get to know them, and then there is Patricia! Her openness is best described by Wikipedia..."Openness to experience involves imagination, sensitivity, attentiveness to inner feelings, preference for variety, and intellectual curiosity. Openness tends to be normally distributed with a small number of individuals scoring extremely high or low on the trait, and most people scoring moderately." Patricia, you are off the charts! You are in our hearts and prayers as you face this battle, your testimony touches so many lives. No doubt, God's Plan! Love you...

Just Found Out

Elizabeth Clark let me know about your blog. You are in HIS hands and that is the best ever and you are in extrodinary hands there in Houston as well! I will be praying for you daily. I know what kind of fight you have girlfriend. Love you, Janis

I know you will inspire so many

Patricia, I miss your smile and fabulous attitude. I can't believe you are going to battle again but I know God has a plan and you and He will triumph over this cancer once again. I am praying for you and look forward to following your battle for the inspiration you will be to so many. Love you, Wendy and Robert

Tic Toc

Patricia, you are the bravest person that I have ever met...I totally love your attitude...and, yes, it is contagious....keep the faith and I know that you will win this battle! Love you gobs!! Vonda

Beautiful then, beautiful now!

Patricia Brown, you are a beautiful person, inside and out. Hair does not define who we are! You are a warrior! You have overcome so much adversity and you will overcome your present battle. The one thing I do know is that it doesn't matter what the doctors say, God is in control. Don't ever think you might always have cancer because you could be healed completely in the blink of the eye. In the meantime, you are a shining example of strength, love, and hope. Regardless of the battles we are all facing, your are "light unto the darkness"!

Amazing Woman

May 2011, I was blessed to meet this woman, by October 2011 she had helped change my life forever.  In January 2012 she helped nurse me back to health and possibily save my life.  We are all honored by her willingness to share her story as she wins each battle in this war for her life.  I know through her stories we will all be taught so many incredible lessons by her amazing faith, grace, strength, wisdom, humor, humility, family, LOVE and so much more.  You are such an amazing warrior and you have an army behind you!  

Amazing

You are an amazing person. I know you make your parents extremely proud of you and I am happy to know you, you instill a zest for life in everyone you encounter.

Nice words appreciated!

Thanks for the wonderful comments. I have teared up reading a few of them....in a good way. Get ready to be entertained and informed as I really crank up the content on my blog. And keep the comments coming or better yet ... Start your own blog about whatever you wish....it is easy on TCW!

Patricia

Patricia's battle with BC

Looking forward to following your blog. I have no doubt it will be interesting, informative and inspiring!!

You are such an inspiration.

You are such an inspiration. I am sorry you have to battle 2x's but know that you will kick it's butt!! Luv you!!

victory

The battle though it is a daily faith walk I believe an speak and decree you will win this war victorious. You are a blessing to all who know you and I believe even as this is being typed healing is continuing to flow through you. You are a true warrior

PB Expounds Inspiration

Patricia: You definitely expound inspiration to all of us. God's faith, love and caring shines through you. The battle is the Lord's. You will win this fight. You have many supporters that are so blessed because of you. Kj

BC

Patricia, it was a great honor & a miracle meeting you on Monday at the Teacher Expo at the Town Center. I was completely FLOORED by winning the office makeover but, when I found out that you are my "Pink Sister," I was even more amazed. You are headed down a 2nd difficult path, but with your positivity & obvious understanding of what you need to do to combat it, I have NO doubt that you'll persevere & prevail!! I'll be thinking about you as you go down to MD Anderson & know that you're GOING TO BEAT this, as you have before! Blessings, dear lady!

Patricia Brown - A Gold Medal Winner In My Book!!!

Patricia, you are a blessing to anyone that is striving to kick the big C's fanny (or just anyone for that matter). Prayers are with you as you fight this battle.

Patricia Brown

Patricia, We all love you so very much. I will remember you in my prayers.

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